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𝓷𝓲𝓬𝓸. ([personal profile] trulygifted) wrote2020-06-29 08:15 pm

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call • voicemail • text
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-27 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fine by him if she doesn’t want to bring up the subject that he’s pointedly ignoring, anyway. For him, it’s easy to focus on the subject of a sword displaced.]

Items from our worlds are being delivered to us, apparently. But it seems as though the system has its flaws and this sword has found itself in my hands, instead.

I don’t know who it belongs to.
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-27 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
The long one has a name. Masamune.

I don’t have a need for another sword; it’s inferior. It would only be taking up room.
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-28 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[No. Must they?

“Clearing up” indicates a problem, and there’s only one issue that his mind latches onto immediately, despite the question that follows.]


I have time. What is it?

[Abortttt]
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-28 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Each word is representative of exactly the opposite of how Sephiroth would have approached it, were he forced to approach it at all — her straightforward manner of almost too-much-explanation versus his aversion to it.

The silence runs long. She’s not so much approached the awkwardness as she has bulldozed straight into it.]


Simple as that?

“Friends hook up all the time” you say, but that isn’t the case with me.
[As in, his experiences were relatively zero until his arrival to this place.] Is it so easy to brush it off as nothing?
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-28 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[SOLDIER training did not prepare him for this. Maybe the science department should have put more effort into his social preparedness as opposed to turning him into the perfect weapon — maybe then Nico wouldn’t have to stare at upwards of 60 seconds of “...”s being typed before something comes through.]

You don’t need to apologize. I’m not angry. I’m only trying to understand what I want and how to proceed.

[The few times he’s been with someone else has been wrought with connection — the undeniable hunger between monster and witch. Is it so easy to ignore it in lieu of that, of how this world works in the face of a monster’s nature? Does it even matter?

On Gaia, it had been so easy to remove himself from the world around him, shear connection away like it was a cancerous growth. Here, with time and experience, the opposite is true, but maybe he’s thinking too hard, over-complicating in his own head as he always does.

The easy way out is simply saying—]


I’ll do what’s easiest for you. I don’t want you to feel bad about what happened, and if the expectation is for things to remain as they were, then consider it done. I apologize for having avoided you.
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-28 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Delayed silence. Typing, deleting, typing...]

It isn’t insensitivity when I had given you no reason to think otherwise.

[Cold, distant, wordless. He is aware of his own personality — often he leans into it, uses it to his advantage. Other times, he knows all too well its detriments, aware that it is one reason of many he cannot foster easy connections with others.

This would be easier if he knew what he wanted, if he could label it, if it weren’t such a nebulous thing having existed in him for so long, he often forgets it’s there.]


This is difficult for me. So much of Aefenglom has changed how I feel about myself, my home, the others around me. My friendship with you is one of them. The sex doesn’t change that, but it does [type, delete, type] amplify it.

What existed before was fine. But beyond helping you at the store, or accompanying you on missions, would you like to do something else, someday?
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-30 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maybe they're too similar in that sense; not knowing what to say or when to say it. Easier to just move on, even if Sephiroth takes the detached and distant route in order to achieve much the same. And though her text is filled with things no one has ever said to him before, there's a strange comfort in knowing that there's sameness in the sentiment -- even in the difficulty of expressing it.]

It's the same for me.

[Friends, ones that grew close, were so rare for him. On Gaia, these friendships ended abruptly, or tragically, either as a consequence of Shinra's machinations or by his own madness-driven hand.]

But I don't want you to feel like you need to always find the right thing to say. If we both suffer from that particular deficiency, then the solution is simple: I speak honestly, and you do the same. It should never be more complicated than that.

[Let them commiserate together in being terrible at this, and simply accept it.]

Let's find something for us to do, then. The city's large and always looking for ways to distract itself.
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-30 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, good. The communication part is settled, at any rate. As for the rest—]

You must be continually impressed by my decorating abilities.

[A sliver of something wry. He refers to, of course, the stints in which he helped decorate her shop more than once.]

Yes, I’ll help you decorate, or help you create something, unless you think an extra pair of hands only gets in the way.

My enjoyment comes from training. Unless you want to lift a sword against mine, don’t be concerned with my preferences. Yours will do just fine.
Edited (Clarity ) 2020-11-30 21:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] supersoldier 2020-11-30 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I’ll need a new career after Shinra, after all.

[Interior design... probably isn’t it, though.]

I thought you would be kind enough to let me improve in a sparring session, but that must be asking for too much. I’ll settle for decorations, spiced wine, and dinner.

What kind of decorations can I expect for this winter holiday?